shinin-stars

2005-09-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

Today nothing seemed to go well...both geog and bio was equally disappointing.I never thot i would do so badly but i did...just so depressed today and things just keep going wrong. I can't make it into jc for 1st three mnths already but its not the cannot make it part tt i'm dpressed abt..its the grades...i dun understand how it can get sooo bad.I dun really care abt going to a jc but at least i want something decent lah..but now o's are coming..so its the other time i can prove myself n i really need to work very hard and i dun wanna regret again..regret is a sucky feeling..o well..i'll prob have to study very hard from now n stop coming online almost every day..

2005-09-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..the marks i got back was even worse so i've learned to expect the worse n not put my hopes too high...i dun understand how chem was so terrible..the teachers mark so strict n tts annoyin...really crap..for amaths i was sorta prepared to fail so just see how bad it was lah...n yup paper one was an f9..haha..i started laughing the moment i saw my marks..in fact my frens n i were exchanging marks n laughing...we didn't really bother much...it was one subject that i seriously didn't feel much about...so didn't cry or anythin..although i would have if it was for some other subjects...aniwae after gettin the two papers yesterdae...went to taka to get prezzies for 3 frens wif a fren..was so rush but had quite alot of fun though..i couldn't really decide what to get...but really relieved that i did get stuff in the end..haha..n of course i'm alwaes late...dunno y alwaes end up late but o well..tts mi although i do try to be early sumtimes..at least it wasn't so depressing after i went out yesterday..todae had no paper returned so quite in a good mood n only did some emaths mock exam which was quite easy lah..so not so bad...hmm..other than tt nothing else...sooo bored...but tmr have amths mock exam so must do some practice...if i had other stuff to do i wldn't even try n do any papers but nthin so just do lor..

2005-09-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

emaths and english is so so disappointing...i still can't believe tt i did so bad...especially english..its the worse i ever got..sigh.but i can't change wat's been done..so no point sighing....just have to start studying for o's and move on from here. I really hope that the rest of the papers won't be so disappointing. I was actually counting on emaths but o well..my fren would start scolding mi if she see how much im complaining. But the thing is i want at least an A, i'm not contend with anything less that tt for emaths. I think i must go do the whole tys, although i dun feel like going jc anymore..but at least i want to prove to myself tt i can do well so have to study hard for o's...dun want the same thing repeatin again. The feeling of failure just sucks...make mi so demoralized but whatever it is i have to focus on what is coming next instead of gettin so upset over my grades...oh well..i have to try to stay away from the com too...its distracting and i spent so much time on it...

2005-09-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

hello...todae nthing much happened except for one thing...i was at the bus stop and suddenly this old lady asked me if i had coins to change with her ten dollar note...i didn't so i told her to walk to thomson plaza to get it but she started complaining how hot it was and how lazy she was. Den i dunno how we ever got onto the topic on wat year i was in...she even offered to pray for my exams lah...okae..aniwae she was quite frenly lah...so no harm talkin to her. Okae...i'm so bored nw...there's nthing to do....i'm not going to do amaths till tmr.
Todae i shall just slack....

2005-09-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

hello....today i finally turn 16. aniwae i'm so bored now coz noone's at home. Sigh, and i'm getting reallie lazy.
i can't wait for prelims to be over den i can go eat nice stuff n shop too.I dunnoe wat to say. Sigh....okae i think i shall go study bio soon. I can't wait for the weekends to come...its sort of a rejuvenation from the all the stress and all else...i'm really glad tt there are friends i can count on esp when i'm really down.
Alrite..i shall go study now

Ice Kimo

2005-08-31T15:27:00.000+08:00

There's this reallie cute ice cream place near thomson area called ice kimo...dunno but its just so cute lah..when u buy ice cream they'll give you this card so tt u can collect stamps till the eighth time you buy...you get free ice cream...so kinda combining with my fren...its not reallie known to many pple so still quite isolated..but occasionally you get pple coming in..you get free water n they also have magazines and board games there...so quite a nice place to sit around and talk ..and besides they have really comfy seats..you'll understand if you go there n see for yrself..aniwae...i'm realli bored now...nothing really interestin...except maybe todae celebrated tcher's dae..but there wasn't anything else interestin...kinda lookin forward to tmr...not coz its a holidae but other reasons...okie..

2005-08-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today i had english exams...it was soooo terrible...i'm just so careless coz i didn't read the title properly for the compo then i wrote off point...i really feel so disappointed wif myself...sigh...den anyway after that nothing much happened lor...the main papers are startin really soon...i guess i have to put in more effort and stop regrettin only after i've done the papers....nothing else to say....

2005-08-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

i reallie dun think i'll continue on with this blog...its just so tiring...practicals are next week...i dunno lah...i reallie want to apologise to people i have hurt...i'm probably just too frank...i really didn't mean to hurt anione...i'm reallie reallie sorrie! Everytime i'm so full of anger i just write it out and i really don't think! and i think i'll just forget about this blog and make a new one next time...i dunno whats wrong with mi, but i just tend to piss off people very easily. I realli dunno wat to do. i can't go back in time to change all i've said but i'll try and change wat i can...aniwae write next time

2005-07-23T16:46:00.001+08:00

its been a really long time since i've last written here..many things have changed and its quite xian coming here to write stuff...aniwae prelims are less than 6 weeks away and i've not even studied much yet. Everything is stressing me out. At least today i studied a while so it isnt tt bad. Yesterdae i read a book that belonged to deb called mind power...or sumthing lyk tt..den it was quite an inspirational book..supposed to make you feel more confident of yrself and not to keep criticising yrself..den the book also tok abt tt if we believe in ourselves, we can achieve success easily and tt we should not let our mood be affected by anyone cos it makes us more negative..aiyah...dunno how to say lah...o well..i better go study soon cos monday got geog test den haven't really started yet. i wish it was after Os already...everithing is just so boring..hmmph..maybe i should go eat summore ice cream.

killer chickens

2005-06-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

hello...todae fanny came over..super lame lah..coz at the back gate of my house alwaes got a few chickens.Coz got temple there and they rear chickens.Den she was lyk let's chase the chickens, we acted damn xiao and ran after the chickens, so retarded lah...worst thing was a girl was waiting on the inside and coz we acted so xiao she practicalli stared at us lah..We were so humiliated den laugh so much.after swimming, when fanny finish bathing she made the shower curtain drop lah..den i thot dunno wat happen coz so loud.She super clumsy lah, try and put sugar on to her plate den she just flipped the whole spoon and the sugar landed on the floor...so troublesome..have to mop up the floor...tuition was in the afternoon so i didn't have to cook in the end..yay..coz after tuition i slept till dinner time.but i dunnoe how to cook so yup...oh well..i never write so long lah..coz really no time..aniwae..o levels are so soon...veri scary..i better go study 1st...

2005-05-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

i didn't even write anithin after tt lah...so since i'm super free...i shall write sumthin..aniwae i'm realli bored now n i just don't feel lyk studyin chinese though the chinese o's are so nearby...hmmph..i shall slack just for todae...haha...though i noe sumone will scold me..haha..sorry..its monday again...so sianz..i dun feel lyk doin anithing at all..mi blog is so empty...so boring..but i just hav no time to come and write stuff...so yupz..and i veri guai..i mostly study so dun go online..i hope it rains tmr morning too den dun hav to walk past the prefects..dun wanna get booked again or else hav to go detention..o well...at least mondae i get to watch desperate housewives...so tt's not so bad...hmmph...sumone nv write bout mi wan...sobz...haha...just joking...i can't wait for chinese o's to be over den can go out...now hav to study super hard..coz mi zao ju is so lan...den hav to go learn all the meanings again...so bored alreadi...but i'm feeling super scared too...

2005-04-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

hello..just started a new one