 Friday, September 30, 2005
Today nothing seemed to go well...both geog and bio was equally disappointing.I never thot i would do so badly but i did...just so depressed today and things just keep going wrong. I can't make it into jc for 1st three mnths already but its not the cannot make it part tt i'm dpressed abt..its the grades...i dun understand how it can get sooo bad.I dun really care abt going to a jc but at least i want something decent lah..but now o's are coming..so its the other time i can prove myself n i really need to work very hard and i dun wanna regret again..regret is a sucky feeling..o well..i'll prob have to study very hard from now n stop coming online almost every day..
from Jamie 2 u @ 4:57:00 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Yesterday..the marks i got back was even worse so i've learned to expect the worse n not put my hopes too high...i dun understand how chem was so terrible..the teachers mark so strict n tts annoyin...really crap..for amaths i was sorta prepared to fail so just see how bad it was lah...n yup paper one was an f9..haha..i started laughing the moment i saw my marks..in fact my frens n i were exchanging marks n laughing...we didn't really bother much...it was one subject that i seriously didn't feel much about...so didn't cry or anythin..although i would have if it was for some other subjects...aniwae after gettin the two papers yesterdae...went to taka to get prezzies for 3 frens wif a fren..was so rush but had quite alot of fun though..i couldn't really decide what to get...but really relieved that i did get stuff in the end..haha..n of course i'm alwaes late...dunno y alwaes end up late but o well..tts mi although i do try to be early sumtimes..at least it wasn't so depressing after i went out yesterday..todae had no paper returned so quite in a good mood n only did some emaths mock exam which was quite easy lah..so not so bad...hmm..other than tt nothing else...sooo bored...but tmr have amths mock exam so must do some practice...if i had other stuff to do i wldn't even try n do any papers but nthin so just do lor..
from Jamie 2 u @ 2:57:00 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
emaths and english is so so disappointing...i still can't believe tt i did so bad...especially english..its the worse i ever got..sigh.but i can't change wat's been done..so no point sighing....just have to start studying for o's and move on from here. I really hope that the rest of the papers won't be so disappointing. I was actually counting on emaths but o well..my fren would start scolding mi if she see how much im complaining. But the thing is i want at least an A, i'm not contend with anything less that tt for emaths. I think i must go do the whole tys, although i dun feel like going jc anymore..but at least i want to prove to myself tt i can do well so have to study hard for o's...dun want the same thing repeatin again. The feeling of failure just sucks...make mi so demoralized but whatever it is i have to focus on what is coming next instead of gettin so upset over my grades...oh well..i have to try to stay away from the com too...its distracting and i spent so much time on it...
from Jamie 2 u @ 3:17:00 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
hello...todae nthing much happened except for one thing...i was at the bus stop and suddenly this old lady asked me if i had coins to change with her ten dollar note...i didn't so i told her to walk to thomson plaza to get it but she started complaining how hot it was and how lazy she was. Den i dunno how we ever got onto the topic on wat year i was in...she even offered to pray for my exams lah...okae..aniwae she was quite frenly lah...so no harm talkin to her. Okae...i'm so bored nw...there's nthing to do....i'm not going to do amaths till tmr.
Todae i shall just slack....
from Jamie 2 u @ 3:12:00 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
hello....today i finally turn 16. aniwae i'm so bored now coz noone's at home. Sigh, and i'm getting reallie lazy.
i can't wait for prelims to be over den i can go eat nice stuff n shop too.I dunnoe wat to say. Sigh....okae i think i shall go study bio soon. I can't wait for the weekends to come...its sort of a rejuvenation from the all the stress and all else...i'm really glad tt there are friends i can count on esp when i'm really down.
Alrite..i shall go study now
from Jamie 2 u @ 12:46:00 PM
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
There's this reallie cute ice cream place near thomson area called ice kimo...dunno but its just so cute lah..when u buy ice cream they'll give you this card so tt u can collect stamps till the eighth time you buy...you get free ice cream...so kinda combining with my fren...its not reallie known to many pple so still quite isolated..but occasionally you get pple coming in..you get free water n they also have magazines and board games there...so quite a nice place to sit around and talk ..and besides they have really comfy seats..you'll understand if you go there n see for yrself..aniwae...i'm realli bored now...nothing really interestin...except maybe todae celebrated tcher's dae..but there wasn't anything else interestin...kinda lookin forward to tmr...not coz its a holidae but other reasons...okie..
from Jamie 2 u @ 3:27:00 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Today i had english exams...it was soooo terrible...i'm just so careless coz i didn't read the title properly for the compo then i wrote off point...i really feel so disappointed wif myself...sigh...den anyway after that nothing much happened lor...the main papers are startin really soon...i guess i have to put in more effort and stop regrettin only after i've done the papers....nothing else to say....
from Jamie 2 u @ 7:51:00 PM
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